BROWN...Brown??..BROWN!

It’s been a while since I last wrote an article/blog entry and now I really feel like I’m missing out an important part of my life. As a writer, I have been a part of EPH for more than a year now and in that span of time, I have learned to appreciate my individuality and assess my capabilities as a freelance writer. I may not be one of the best but I am proud to say that I am one of the hard working. Why? Well aside from the fact that I didn’t get use to the idea of using the English language on my day by day life, English is not my forte. I can somehow understand and write a few words but I’m not soooo good at it. Honestly! Haha I’m not the type of writer who will drown the readers with deep lexicon words since I myself do not know much when it comes to words, synonyms and terms. So I try to keep things simple and writing with the use of basic words. Surprisingly! I survived being a writer for quite some time now until I was exiled to the brown team.

After being demoted to the not sooo cool team, I began losing the urge to write and the drive to improve. Maybe because the demotion was so unexpected and sudden which made me to somehow realize that I am not as good as I thought I am. I thought I was in my comfort zone, writing every single day of my life, making extra bucks from it and gaining cool friends at the same time. So when the demotion came, I was devastated and began thinking that writing was never meant for me on the first place. Maybe EPH introduced me to writing open my artistic writer and poet side but now EPH is also the reason why I’m starting to question my capabilities as a writer and as an individual. Now I’m as lazy as a couch potato just doing my usual role as a nurse and rest when I don’t have something to do unlike before I work and I write at the same time. I must admit after that demotion, my spirit and motivation also went downhill. 

 Oh well… I’m still hoping to get back on track as soon as I can…Get RED soon they say... BUT For now, I’ll focus more on my demanding job as a nurse.